lelers

AH!!!!!

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 05:10:54 GMT

Well today has been one of a dooser.
Anyway, it's been going pretty good, I'm getting some major things done, and I feel good, but I did just fall asleep in the middle of the afternoon today. Oh well.
So we did the Make Poverty History table again today, and for the last time. Even though we got only a few more donations to the fund and a couple more postcards signed, I think we make a big impact on our school once again, every time we set up the table. I feel really good.
And!~ I found out there is going to be an information day for the U of M the same day I'm having my audition there, so can you call it coincidence? Yay!
The only thing that I'm nervous about is my performance tomorrow for the Solo and Ensemble Festival. I feel that I don't know the song as well as I should, but oh well. I'll leave an update of what I get for a rating at a later date.
I feel really crowded lately with things that are bothering me that I need to do, and I feel like everyone around me is getting pissed off at me slightly. I don't know what I'm doing wrong.
Anyway, I think I need to go practice for my performance. Wish me luck!

Lost

Thu, 29 Dec 2005 00:28:17 GMT

Right now I don't know what to do.
I'm stuck in this unknowing place where I can't put anything together, and it feels like everyone is just slipping away, or I'm slipping away from them.
It's like everything that I do isn't good enough, so I keep on looking for something different or new, but just come back to me.

But anyway, this is a good experience to get some typing in to say the least, even though I still need to write that essay for my application and call people about that thing that I'm stupidly trying to plan.

!!!Important!!!
No one take any offense I'm not inviting them because this is a work thing that I'm planning to get together with them before everyone stops being my friend because I have been so lost in everything lately.

Anyway, there has been this talk of an Artspeak party that I'm so looking forward to, but I haven't gotten the OK by the parents that I can definitely go, so I'm really bummed about that. First it's about the weather, but since they don't really want to use that card too often, it's been that I have an eye appointment to make, so that's why I can't go. Oh well, hopefully they will lighten up and let me go.

So I guess I should be doing something more productive like doing Calculus, or practicing, or talking to my mom about the get together, or watching that movie due back, or writing that essay.

Maybe I'll do some laundry. But to say the least, I'm going to be getting off the internet soon to do something along those lines. I'll see what I can do for another entry soon.

Bye
P.S. Peter Pan movie rocks!

Veganism

Mon, 10 Jan 2005 03:58:50 GMT

Recently, I have just became vegan. Really, I'm loving it because of all of the options and how it's better for your health.

A lot of people just think that it's just a stupid phase or going too far with the whole "healthy living" craze going on right now, so it's sort of hard. I only have one friend that is vegan, and another one that is thinking of turning vegetarian. So really, my resources are sort of limited and it's hard because the family doesn't totally agree of what I think.

Anyway, I have not gotten sick for a long time now. I can't even remember the last time that I even got sick. I think that this way of life is so much better for people.

If you want more info on this, contact me!

-LeLers