Lost
Right now I don't know what to do.
I'm stuck in this unknowing place where I can't put anything together, and it feels like everyone is just slipping away, or I'm slipping away from them.
It's like everything that I do isn't good enough, so I keep on looking for something different or new, but just come back to me.
But anyway, this is a good experience to get some typing in to say the least, even though I still need to write that essay for my application and call people about that thing that I'm stupidly trying to plan.
!!!Important!!!
No one take any offense I'm not inviting them because this is a work thing that I'm planning to get together with them before everyone stops being my friend because I have been so lost in everything lately.
Anyway, there has been this talk of an Artspeak party that I'm so looking forward to, but I haven't gotten the OK by the parents that I can definitely go, so I'm really bummed about that. First it's about the weather, but since they don't really want to use that card too often, it's been that I have an eye appointment to make, so that's why I can't go. Oh well, hopefully they will lighten up and let me go.
So I guess I should be doing something more productive like doing Calculus, or practicing, or talking to my mom about the get together, or watching that movie due back, or writing that essay.
Maybe I'll do some laundry. But to say the least, I'm going to be getting off the internet soon to do something along those lines. I'll see what I can do for another entry soon.
Bye
P.S. Peter Pan movie rocks!
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contemplative